japan

i honestly can't believe what's going on in japan, it's the worst thing i've ever seen.
i've seen loads of natural disasters on the news before, but i think, because of tumblr, and actually just because i'm older, i'm seeing&understanding this more, and it's breaking my heart.
i can not get my head round it, just imagine, the town you've grown up in, you've grown to know, and to love, your house, your friends' houses, your church or community centre, your shops, your school, everything gone, not even to think about the people.
look around the room you're in just now. if you're in your own room, it'll probably have a chest of drawers, a wardrobe, a desk and more. but inside.
pictures all over the walls. YOUR pictures. all your jotters and school work, YOUR school work. all your clothes and shoes and accessories and make up, YOUR clothes, shoes, accessories and make up.
your furniture can be replaced, your TV, your music, some of your stuff, but imagine, all your personal things, GONE.
and as i sit&write this, i'm realising how my laptop isn't just a laptop, it has ALL my photos on it, my documents and more. i couldn't lose all this!
i do not understand what they're going through. wow.

all my love japan.